For a voice, try Salli, here: https://ttsmp3.com
I've had the same experience (including the lack of time) with Bambi Sleep. It's too bad we can't have all the time we need for this. Real life is so limitingI did manage to find what looks to be an excellent post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/Tulpas/wiki/guides/. I'll have to dive into this one.
Very much so. I have dived into Kei's works in order to manifest my own Demon Girl. Success has been fleeting, but I'll try until it works. Bambi hypno seems to try to achieve a similar thing, but I don't like the utter lack of control and the dumbing down of both mind and self that the program espouses. I am a writer and it was recently suggested that, if I create something eloquent enough, it will help draw such a being to me (or create it). I am working on that now. I'd love to discuss more if you want to work together and see how individual results work out.