Uggh so the evils of going through divorce never quite go away. Just when you think its all done it isnt and it consumes everything again.
Hopefully thats all finaly done and i can get back to trying to explore myself a little more
About me
Mature recently divorced very much in the closet probable Sissy. Was married for 15 years and finally ended when both of us agreed that neither was happy wit where the relationship was going.
Honestly thoroughly confused about what i am and what im doing at the moment, really starting out all over again, have purged on and off again since i was 20, but spent the whole of my married years very much purged and tried to convince myself i was perfectly normal and that i wasn't interested in any of this but that clearly isn't the case and now i feel I'm back at square one once again.
Would love to be able to chat and discuss all this with like minded people and im very open to diving into the hypnosis side of things as this interests me quite a bit. I guess i would like to be able to meet a guide to all this to help me, but thats probably being a bit optimistic.
I feel like I’ve been able to go deeper lately. I have been trying to experience a feeling of heaviness especially in my arms. But I have also started having trances where I really feel like I’m floating.
I do like where one minute I’ll think nothing is happening and the the trance sneaks up on me and that delicious feeling envelopes my body. Mmmmmmmmm.