About me
I'm a straight guy... I think. I've always thought so, anyway. I've never felt attracted to men in real life. I once sucked off a guy through a gloryhole in a sleazy adult bookstore. I was drunk and horny, and I went looking to do it. Other than that I've had only straight relationships.
I do know I like cocks. A few years ago I discovered I have a porn fetish for hard or hardening shaven cocks in panties. I didn't want to see the rest of the guy at first. Then I didn't mind if he was masturbating, especially acting out. Over time I've expanded my tastes, and at any given time I can get off on just about anything. But I can usually enjoy the whole guy if he's shaved everywhere and has some effeminate characteristics. My strong preference is for boi-types, especially crossdressers and transvestites, gay femme and emo, the younger and more waifish the better.
I get turned on by guys crossdressing and getting real pervey with each other, particularly if its secretive....
For about as long as I've been into guys behaving girlishly, I've really liked Jerk Off Instruction porn. Particularly jerk off humiliation, emasculation, cuckold humiliation, forced homosexual acts. My favorites involved being called a faggot. ... A couple of years ago I discovered hypno-trance gay induction stuff through Isabella Valentine mp3s and the Annamalice and Felicia websites. I'm totally hooked on the shit. I love to surrender and fantasize I am gay, or that I am a woman, or a cock-craving faggot. I like to watch gay porn if I'm just listening.
... Even with all of this, I have no attraction to men in real life. I almost wish I did, but I can't force it. I've never actually gone out and had a gay encounter because it was suggested "hypnotically". (The gloryhole thing was a "one off" event about thirty years ago. I was still a virgin and I was drunkenly desperate for ANY kind of sexual act.)
I'm certainly not a homophobe. I'm very much a liberal. I have gay friends and family members. I've done volunteer AIDS hospice work. They would be blown away if they knew my porn fetish. (I watch a LOT of porn, by the way. I have a LOT of free time.)
Contact Information
Country
USA
Hypnosis
Hypnotic Preference
Subject
Years as a Subject
Two or so
Favorite Hypnotist
Isabella Valentine
Favorite HypnoFantasy
I like to be told I am faggot, a sissy faggot, or a cock-craving slut. I like to be told to watch gay porn. I like to be told to go somewhere and do something naughty with my cock or with another man's cock. I like to be told that its time to stop resisting and to surrender to either a mistress for feminization, or to my homosexual desires.
I like to be told I am unable to satisfy the woman I love and that I will watch her fuck other men while jacking off in the corner, or that I will suck the cock of her lover, or clean his ejaculant from her body, or will kiss her to receive his cum from her mouth or swap it back and forth with her. Or that I must surrender my ass to be fucked by the lover of the woman I love.
Fetish's I Enjoy
BDSM
Yes
Mind Control
Yes
Diapers
No
Feminization
Yes
Masculinization
No
Furry
No
Dollification
No
Robotization
No
Other
Acting out sexually in places I shouldn't be while no one is there, but there is some risk of being caught, to humiliating and potentially ruinous consequences.
Favorite Fetish Scene
I like the idea that I'm secretly a depraved pervert who enters people's homes without permission while they are away, crossdresses in the clothing of the women or girls living in the house, and masturbates in their beds. I like the idea of being caught by one of members of the household, male or female, and forced by them into various humiliations and into sexually servicing them.