About me
First, to clarify on the sex/gender issue: my sex is male, gender female. I'm an MtF transsexual, fairly early in my transition. While I prefer presenting as female, I'm open to playing as male or androgynous with a straight female/gay male 'tist. But I probably will end up seeming very effeminate, twink-ish, girly. If you're open to playing with me as a girl, even better. If not, still fun.
Since we're all here for one thing, fulfilling our respective kinks, I'll lay out what you care about before getting to all the other tangential bits though. I've been a hypnofetishist since, oh, maybe the age of 7 or 8 when I fantasized about all kinds of cartoon mind control goodness. It got worse around puberty, and here I am today. Something about the idea of my mind being controlled, transformed, is a tremendous turn-on.
Specific fantasies of mine would include:
1) I've always been interested in transformations, but standard everyday bimbofication honestly bores me. It's not even the "you'll be dumb" that gets me; that's sort of a turn-on for inexplicable reasons probably related to personal submissive urges. The image itself has no appeal to me, though. I find it really, really generic. Now, gothification, metal-chick-ification, or similar, yes please.
2) I actually "get" the athletic motivation/jockification fetish. Obviously I don't want it in the same way as guys into it, I wouldn't really look good with humongous muscles. But a fitness model body would be awesome.
3) Worldview changes; religious, political, even down to tastes in music or movies. I should add here, though, that the latter is probably as far as I'm comfortable with beyond roleplay. While cult brainwashing is a big turn-on for me, I don't actually want my political/socioeconomic/etc. views changed. I'm pretty happy where I am on the progressive/socialist left (and by that I don't mean Obama or even Bernie). If you're to do any actual hypnosis there, it had better be generally reinforcing things I already hold.
Before I get off kink, a quick comment on feminization, as the first thing many people jump to when they see a transperson: sexually it doesn't do much for me. I do, however, see it as a good motivation/confidence booster. If you're willing to deal with that, by all means, I'm up for that kind of play.
As for non-hypnosis play, sure. My main fetish isn't my only one. Being tied up and blindfolded is pretty fun. Leather and latex are both hot. In browsing profiles here I've found I'm not alone in this (my theory is it might all go back to one episode of Totally Spies), but I also have a fetish for wearing tank/halter tops, it's been around for as long as my hypnosis one and I have no idea how to explain it.
All of that aside: I'm very interested in: politics, history, religion, philosophy, psychology, statistics and sciences in general. I'm an aspiring teacher, so. If you're up for hours-long debate, I'm your girl. Just bear in mind, if it touches on any issue relating to human suffering (race/class/gender/imperialistic foreign policy), I have pretty deep emotional investment. I don't demand agreement and welcome critique, but expect a soapbox-type rant. Music is also a huge interest for me. Mainly alternative rock and metal. Although I also loves me some good trance/"techno," hip hop (e.g. Tupac, Lupe Fiasco, Lil' Kim, Childish Gambino), retro-soul-stuff (e.g. Cee Lo), and you can even find me listening to Johnny Cash sometimes. I've always wanted to play but never really had the motivation. And I'm more than a bit of a sci-fi geek, as I write this I'm having a discussion on the Empire's history in Star Wars with a friend via Skype.
Random scattered bits to give more glimpse into my personality: eNtP in MBTI, 6w7 in Enneagram, rLUe[I] in the Big Five.
