About me
I am a crossdresser. See there. I could not have said that so easily a couple years ago. I have been wearing panties for a very long time. So long that I can't even say how long. I tried it a couple times when I was younger (teen). I think out of curiosity. I found it to be arousing. When I got older it found out about TENS units. Now that is what gets me "going" then I found that if I used panties it would help hold "my things" up and keep the pads on tight. Then I found I could put the pads on and get to wear my panties as I went about my day and I LOVED IT!
Was I nuts. Was I crazy. Was I screwed up in the head. Every time I would put on some panties, these were the thoughts that would run through my head. THEN the Internet came about. Wow. I found that I was not the only one. It even had a name. Then I started exploring the world of fetishes. The blanket was pulled off my eyes.
I am in a relationship and she knows about my panty fetish. She is ok with it an we have even had a coulpe playtimes. She knows that I love to watch porn and has no problem with me spending time in my office "playing" as we call it. But all this has always been an in the house thing. She knows I have my own breast forms and my own panties. But out of absolute fear that someone else who knows me would find out I hide it as best I can. I have left the house a couple times wearing my panties and once a haltertop. I think that I am addicted to the fear that a stranger might figure it out, but if someone who knew me found out about any of my fetishes, well just dont not know how to handle that. It would be the bad kind of humiliation. The kind that would cause a very bad life altering issue that i DO NOT want.
Contact Information
City
Murrieta
State/Province
CA
Country
USA
Hypnosis
Hypnotic Preference
Subject
Years as a Subject
2
Favorite Hypnotist
Submissive sissy, crossdressing, and all the yummy things related
Favorite HypnoFantasy
I would love to think and feel, "look like" as in when i see myself in a mirror all i would see is a gorgeous voluptuous woman. If i was to look down i would see that my yucky boi stuff has just disappeared my yucky boi chest has turned into sized D cup breasts.