About me
I'm in a weird place and time in my life. I just recently discovered that I could be a trans woman. I've never been good at deciphering my feelings and emotions and I'm not 100% sure this is what I want. Something deep inside makes me feel like what I'm doing is wrong.. wanting to be the opposite gender. Maybe it was just the way I was raised, in a very strict household that didn't accept lgbtq people. I'm scared of what the future would be like if I came out to my parents. Unfortunately I am already considered a disappointment by my family and I'm afraid what will happen if they find out I feel this way. I'm gonna go see a counselor at my university to see if that clears up any doubt and fear in my heart and mind.
Oh yeah listening to this kinda stuff to "make me into a girl" makes me feel closer to what I wish I could be.. I might have gender dysphoria.. there are a lot of problems I have.. maybe I should just get a stable career going first..