About me
For a long time I have had an interest in hypnosis. Being a slave, its strongly attracted me. For about 15 years I have been visiting websites, buying files and watching videos online. Its been seeded from a strong desire for feminization. Dreaming of being a girl, being manipulated against my will, its a dream fantasy. But over the last few years ive been watching so many hypnosis videos, about being a sissy, and moreover, about sucking cock. And I feel like, recently, its really started to take hold of me. I eat my own cum, use a vibrating dildo to masturbate (no more stroking) and more and more I think about cock. I feel like I have to give in to how I feel at this point. I admire girls, I think about how jealous I am of them, I think about how they look, I feel jealous about how they look, and hate them for getting the cock I deserve to have more than them! I guess I'm not exactly sure what I'm looking for, but I really felt like sharing it, and seeing where it all goes...