About me
i've come to understand what it means to submit thanks to my interactions in this community. Through these experiences i have learned that i can get beyond my own pain or discomfort to experience the pleasure of pleasing Dominants. i also understand that pleasing a Dominant is one of the best feelings, and the more i do it the better it feels.
However i have also learned the importance of being safe as well, after publicly humiliating myself and being caught, i've learned that some forms of public exhibition can have serious consequences that threaten my lifestyle.
i would like to increase my ability to truly submit myself to the whims of Dominants while remaining safe. i know that i might not get it right immediately and i still have more to learn about myself and harder to push.
Knowing that, if you enjoy pushing subjects to become better i would love to talk - and even if you just want to chat i'm good for that too.
For the record:
things i've been made to do:
insert a pen into my asshole, personality changes depending on worn articles of clothing, zentai, private collaring, buy and wear pantyhose, eat cum, on cam masturbation, automatic disrobing upon entering private quarters, forgetting, robotization, fetish modification, personality alteration, limited financial suggestion, public humiliation.
things people have tried to make me do and couldn't:
permanently forced gay sexual identity, visiting and experimenting at gay nightclubs, extract financial information, extract identifying information, most financial domination, committal to travel, eating from public toilet.
things i currently consider unsafe, but am willing to reconsider:
giving out identifying information and anything threatening my health, lifestyle, or relationships.
Contact Information
State/Province
NJ
Country
USA
Hypnosis
Hypnotic Preference
Subject
Professionally Certified
No
Years as a Subject
6
Favorite HypnoFantasy
i get into conversation with a Dominant and naturally begin to desire submission more and more. All the while the Dominant helps me understand and desire what i must to be pleasing. Finally i can choose whether to follow this Dominant further or not, and without hesitation i choose to follow.
Fetish's I Enjoy
BDSM
Yes
Mind Control
Yes
Dollification
Yes
Robotization
Yes
Other
Rubber, Stockings, Pantyhose, Foot Fetish, collar/leash/marking, being made to crave things i normally wouldn't
Favorite Fetish Scene
i find myself kneeling before a Dominant, sealed in a latex suit or bodystocking with my masked head bowed towards her feet as She snaps a collar onto my neck and instructs me in how to worship Her and display Her control over me in all that i do.