is it depravity to crave
a longing for more than length
with hunger deeper than a hole to the center of the earth
its become need
to relenquish release abandon all awareness
and melt into your mold
make me change me break me
I want to be collared again
Been having a strange thing happen lately, it feels like someone or something is controlling me while i am attemtpting to self trance. My body will shift my ears will ring and my it feels like someone if controlling my movements. Not a complaint just would like to enjoy the experience
Waking up in front of the TV screen naked and filled with one of my toys while the spiral spins and threatens to pull me back in used to be such a guilty pleasure. Now, if i wake and find ive just been sleeping, it's kinda disappointing.