Hello Everyone.
I have gone very deep this time, its like a bottomless trance. I am slipping deeper each moment, each wave of that feminine energy, every feminine thought is a blissful slip in this so called "Rabbit Hole". It feels so good, to give in, To be this deep that you cant even escape the thought that soon you will be what you want to be, soon yo will be living your dream. It feels wonderful to embrace the feeling that you have feminized your brain beyond the point of return and it gives me shivers to repeat in my head that now "There is no going back". Going back doesnt even make any sense and as it will be like relapsing to the old boring self which doesnt exist anymore, not even in your head. This new persona is taking over the entire mind body and soul and these pink fluffy thoughts are all over the brain now, like a VIRUS. A blissful virus which will eat away the old self, whatever is left of it. Living as a female, living the dream, was that a fantasy, maybe but not any more i guess, its like when your fantasy starts getting rooted in your reality, getting so immersed that your ultimate fantasy becomes your Destiny, your ultimate realty, this is the inescapable TRUTH NOW. You are a woman, you have always been one, now you are manifesting what you have always been in your head, this is go good, this is so blissful, this high is so addictive. In love with what i am becoming, in love with myself, in love with my body, in love with how i have changed, in love with how my mind thinks now. Everything about this deep state is so amazing, but also I am scared, the chains are breaking, this girl inside is taking the form of a powerful woman, a confident and headstrong woman, who will achieve and fulfill all her dreams, there is no stopping her, there is definitely no fighting her, you dont even want to fight her, She is you Guiding angel, she is the source of your ultimate pleasure, she is you, you are her NOW, feel that deep and strengthen your body image to match her, match the lady of your dreams.
some words for all Transfemme pals who are struggling or feeling low
you are beautiful the way you are, be awesome, get entranced, live your ultimate destiny, dont fight it, flow with it, soon you will know there is nothing more important than this, I Love you, Love yourself too.
